i want to spit in the face of these badlands

[youresovicious]

sooo i made a new friend. i haven't updated in awile, but we have hung out every day practically since we met. he is amazing. although his name is matt, no worries, he wont be replacing matt conzett. he just moved here too so i took him to disney. we had the perfect day, in almost a lou reed sense. he is everything i admire in a person that i didn't think could exist, yet we aren't dating. it seems like we are perfect for one another, but we both just want to be friends. that is fine by me, because this is exactly the friendship i need right now. essentially, i fould the third member of my family i have been forming over the years. he isn't going anywhere. we were destined to meet and be friends, and every moment i spend with him reminds me of how amazing we and the world can be. hell yes for perfect friends.

and now, pictures from our trip to disney.









my life turned to ruins recently and is now turning around for several reasons, him being one. things have a funny way of working out.

also, i love adam. wish he loved me back enough to do something about it. oh well, there is always trips to disney with matt.