APRIL 20, 2004
hmm, ok, so lastnight i'm talking to alicia, turns out she may not be staying in africa for as long as she hoped for, so she was feeling kinda down. One annoying thing is that we can never think of things to do, but what i dont get is why do we have to do stuff. i was also talking to ian lastnight, that boy cracks me up, he figured out that maybe hes making a mistake, and i tried my best to not say "i told you so" but it was hard, and he admitted i was right, so there was no need for it. I just hope everything works out for him. All in all though, just talking to people on the phone isnt cutting it anymore, i need to go out and do things, i need my best friend back, she understood me the best....lindsey where are you? I was also talking to ian about this, its hard to make a transition from a life long best friend to having just a few good friends, its definitely different. I'm kinda on my own cause no one will ever fully understand and know me. Now i'm just ranting i guess, i have nothing good to say anymore.