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i miss having a bestfriend, danielle is my best friend.. i keep telling myself that but i think im lying. i love thegirl to death but i cant even tell her im upset.. not that i am, but when i am upset i cant tell her. you cant be bestfriends with someone you cant tell them how you feel... you certainly cant be bestfriends with someone you never see... or when you have the chance to see you decide it would be more fun to go to your boyfriends house and sleep.... i miss when i lived at the little house in pipers meadow, and her mom had the apartment across the street, and we would walk through the ditch to the caves, smoke some bowls, go on adventures through devils den, get lost, call brittany and go to the mall and make complete ass out of ourselves trying on waterbras and corsetts, i miss when we would plan to go to some punk show but get so drunk outside the venu wed forget to go inside. i miss keeping danielle away from 23 yearold men, i miss getting drunk and having trevor fall out my window, i miss having joe over and being so messed up me nor danielle can figure out what he was trying to tell us, i miss not understanding danielle because she talked in waves... i miss having someone to "mmmph baby" with me and "oh no!"..
danielle was the only good thing that came from warren, and im loosing her because i hate her friends. she doesnt even know i hate her friends. i cant tell her that. i need to hang out with her, but we need to do something fun. i need fun. i need it bad.. for the past 2 months the "fun" i have had was sitting on travis' couch, which i love doing but as i know kelly would probably understand... i need more excitement then playing video games all day
i have a pug nose.