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last night was the hardest night ive had in forever.
ive loved two people.
yes.
ive said it.
...
chase is amazing.
he makes me so happy.
...
he is scared.
and thats completely understandable.
we've discussed it.
we do love each other.
i know it.
and its not like it was with kev.
we are talking and hanging out.
and being the same.
until he is ready to be serious.
...
midnight.
we kissed.
he asked me if it was right.
no.
it was more than right.
we started talking about us.
and i started crying.
he started crying.
and we held each other.
i walked out of the house.
and left.
that hurt him.
...
im not sure why i left.
i didnt want him to see me crying like that.
i dont want anyone to see me cry like that.
im not sure what to do.
<3
i care about him soo much.
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sex isnt in the picture.
neither is messing around.
we beat each other up.
and fart on each other.
yeah.
i said it..
lol
<3
man.
last night was the hardest night ive had in forever.
ive loved two people.
yes.
ive said it.
...
chase is amazing.
he makes me so happy.
...
he is scared.
and thats completely understandable.
we've discussed it.
we do love each other.
i know it.
and its not like it was with kev.
we are talking and hanging out.
and being the same.
until he is ready to be serious.
...
midnight.
we kissed.
he asked me if it was right.
no.
it was more than right.
we started talking about us.
and i started crying.
he started crying.
and we held each other.
i walked out of the house.
and left.
that hurt him.
...
im not sure why i left.
i didnt want him to see me crying like that.
i dont want anyone to see me cry like that.
im not sure what to do.
<3
i care about him soo much.
-------
sex isnt in the picture.
neither is messing around.
we beat each other up.
and fart on each other.
yeah.
i said it..
lol
<3
man.