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oXx TheUsed xXo: today i guess we go our seperate ways, sweet goodbye? no not at all.. i hate the taste. a bitter ending but i swear ill stay the same, though i feel like i meant nothing... your first impression was much greater than your last
oXx TheUsed xXo: so take the memories when you go, i hae enough to hurt me, i dont need anymore
oXx TheUsed xXo: only the best to you i pray, its better that it ended up this way
oXx TheUsed xXo: so gather my emotions the devastation spreads its time to love what i should hate so god help me it took the worst to bring the best so ill forgive though i feel like i meant nothing your first impression was much greater than your last
oXx TheUsed xXo: so take the memories when you go, i have enough to hurt me, i dont need anymore
oXx TheUsed xXo: only the best to you i pray... its better that it ended up this way
oXx TheUsed xXo: this is the way i feel, its beyond my control you seem so unfamiliar, do i even knw you anymore? let me take a breath before i come undone <333333
lyrics...
i dont know anymore..
really dont...
i love kev...
but i do miss kyle a bit...
i mean how do i not?
i dont want to lead kev on.. but i care about him more than anything
omg.
i just dont know..
i cant really say i miss kyle. well i do..
as a best friend.
kevin is basically.. i dont kow what the word is.
when we are together everything is okay.
everything that upset me or him.. is gone..
i know that if we ever break up.
ill see him.. or he will see me.
and everything will... just come back..
god am i scared of that.
ive dropped so much for him.
lost friends.
had sex. again... i swore id never..
and i trusted him.
fuck. why did i trust him.
ill never forget the first time we kissed.
or the first time we uhmm.. yeah.
it was one of those "movie moments" that youd never replace.
it hurts to think id lose him.
...
im basically in tears now.
what will happen in 4 months?
seriously.
i think he'd just get tired of me.
what if i love you means nothing?
i mean..
it could.
and im putting all this effort into it.. to take a huge fall.
i dont know..
i dont know...
oXx TheUsed xXo: so take the memories when you go, i hae enough to hurt me, i dont need anymore
oXx TheUsed xXo: only the best to you i pray, its better that it ended up this way
oXx TheUsed xXo: so gather my emotions the devastation spreads its time to love what i should hate so god help me it took the worst to bring the best so ill forgive though i feel like i meant nothing your first impression was much greater than your last
oXx TheUsed xXo: so take the memories when you go, i have enough to hurt me, i dont need anymore
oXx TheUsed xXo: only the best to you i pray... its better that it ended up this way
oXx TheUsed xXo: this is the way i feel, its beyond my control you seem so unfamiliar, do i even knw you anymore? let me take a breath before i come undone <333333
lyrics...
i dont know anymore..
really dont...
i love kev...
but i do miss kyle a bit...
i mean how do i not?
i dont want to lead kev on.. but i care about him more than anything
omg.
i just dont know..
i cant really say i miss kyle. well i do..
as a best friend.
kevin is basically.. i dont kow what the word is.
when we are together everything is okay.
everything that upset me or him.. is gone..
i know that if we ever break up.
ill see him.. or he will see me.
and everything will... just come back..
god am i scared of that.
ive dropped so much for him.
lost friends.
had sex. again... i swore id never..
and i trusted him.
fuck. why did i trust him.
ill never forget the first time we kissed.
or the first time we uhmm.. yeah.
it was one of those "movie moments" that youd never replace.
it hurts to think id lose him.
...
im basically in tears now.
what will happen in 4 months?
seriously.
i think he'd just get tired of me.
what if i love you means nothing?
i mean..
it could.
and im putting all this effort into it.. to take a huge fall.
i dont know..
i dont know...