I need your opinion.

[youremybadhabit]

Jesse comes home soon. I can't wait. I love spending time with him. I hate that we don't get to talk that often. But I understand that he is busy with school and whatnot. I try to keep that in mind, it's just so hard. For him, too. At least I would assume. Maybe he just doesn't have the same feelings as he did before. I don't know. I might be overreacting. Anyway, when he goes back to school, he's not going to D.C. He's going to Australia. It's going to be so hard. So maybe, we should just end it there. What do you think? I don't want to feel like shit all the time, thinking about him. Lately, I'd be lucky if I was able to talk to him once to twice a week. Now, take into consideration there's a 15 hour time difference. I don't want to sit around, feeling like I should talk to him more. If we end it then, I can't get upset when he can't call me. Right? I just think it will relieve a lot of stress. Especially on his part. I don't want to be the reason he is ever upset, guilty, or distracted. He should focus on school, as should I. Am I crazy.

Thoughts, anyone?

Thanks.

He makes me miss the summer.