Nov 14, 2005 15:52
" the answers we find are never what we have in mind, so we make it up as we go along. you dont talk of dreams, i wont mention tomorrow...we won't make those promises that we can't keep. i will never leave you, i will not let you down "
bullshit.
bullshitbullshitsbullshit FUCK.
i love how people fucking throw friendships out the window like its nothing. over one screw up - that shouldn't even be considered so. This is the way i work - if i make plans with someone, i keep those plans. I cant see 4269874698374 people a day, i just cant do it, its not fucking possible. there are only 24 hours in one day.
if you ask me to make plans with you, i will, unless for some reason i cant. But if ive already made plans with someone else, im sorry but im not going to bail out on them...it's bullshit.
in conclusion - just because i find out someone is coming home 3 hours before they do so doesnt mean im canceling fucking everything. as much as i would have liked to, i wasnt going to blow off people that like. sorry. The other time, he fucking TOLD me he was coming home, therefore i said " this weekend i have plans with patrick " and that was the end of it.
but i guess it's easy to write me off now.
i have a new " boy ".
I swear - i dont know why i dont just associate with strictly girls. I think that all of my friends are guys because we get along better - but no i guess its never really like that. As ive said since like - fucking middle school. i'm the boob replacer. * bounces *
i'm all the guy's friends til i get a boyfriend or they get a girlfriend
then everything was fucking erased.
i'm so sick of god damn hypocrites
of god damn liars
of god damn cheaters
and of god damn "friends"
FUCK THIS .