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" the hand of my clock strikes 2
in times when i got the best of you
we made promises we couldnt keep
& every night we couldnt sleep.
I didnt know why but didnt ask questions
because it was the first time in my life
yeah the first time in my life where i did something right...
I set myself up for the greatest fall of all time.
you pick me apart
while i search for witty things to say
(in my defense)
" You'll never amount to anything anyway "
(don't press your luck)
And you think that i'm impressed
with your one night stands
and your contagious kiss
i'm trying to get this right...
yeah -cause i'm ridiculous like that.
I set myself up for the greatest fall of all time.
i'll keep this as a constant reminder
of the nights i spent holding onto her.
and rest assured
i'm moving on.
I miss you less with each day you're gone. "
i just saw him. ran into him really. that kind of run into him where i see him driving and assume where he's going and pretend to be there on accident. it was that kind...i hid around the corner trying to decide whether to talk or run...before i could catch it my mouth was screaming " hey ". He turned around - smiled...walked over...and hugged me. We sat in the same place for a half an hour...doing a weeks worth of catching up. i shook violently, and he looked at me with extremely sad eyes.
his eyes looked dead
we talked about brandon, we talked about some girl he's got as a pen pal whos moving here or something...& after awhile..i made the mistake of talking about whether or not we would talk again. My answer was probably not.
sadly i assumed
we hugged and said our goodbyes...i told him to take care of himself...told him that i missed him in that friend sort of fashion...and he had to leave. was late for some date.
i drove back listening to that song * points up *.
and crying while smiling just a little.
i'm not sure what just happened...
i'm really not sure at all.
in times when i got the best of you
we made promises we couldnt keep
& every night we couldnt sleep.
I didnt know why but didnt ask questions
because it was the first time in my life
yeah the first time in my life where i did something right...
I set myself up for the greatest fall of all time.
you pick me apart
while i search for witty things to say
(in my defense)
" You'll never amount to anything anyway "
(don't press your luck)
And you think that i'm impressed
with your one night stands
and your contagious kiss
i'm trying to get this right...
yeah -cause i'm ridiculous like that.
I set myself up for the greatest fall of all time.
i'll keep this as a constant reminder
of the nights i spent holding onto her.
and rest assured
i'm moving on.
I miss you less with each day you're gone. "
i just saw him. ran into him really. that kind of run into him where i see him driving and assume where he's going and pretend to be there on accident. it was that kind...i hid around the corner trying to decide whether to talk or run...before i could catch it my mouth was screaming " hey ". He turned around - smiled...walked over...and hugged me. We sat in the same place for a half an hour...doing a weeks worth of catching up. i shook violently, and he looked at me with extremely sad eyes.
his eyes looked dead
we talked about brandon, we talked about some girl he's got as a pen pal whos moving here or something...& after awhile..i made the mistake of talking about whether or not we would talk again. My answer was probably not.
sadly i assumed
we hugged and said our goodbyes...i told him to take care of himself...told him that i missed him in that friend sort of fashion...and he had to leave. was late for some date.
i drove back listening to that song * points up *.
and crying while smiling just a little.
i'm not sure what just happened...
i'm really not sure at all.