" her friends and family should have taught her more about love "

Oct 30, 2005 10:30

eventful few days? i'd say so. for those of you on myspace - inform the masses i wont be on for awhile.

SERVICE PUBLIC ANNOUNCEMENT:::
Apparently - there is a rumour - or many rather - being spread around about the events of wednesday and thursday. I assure you, most of what you hear is completely ridiculous. If you have heard/or hear any of the following, please kick that person in the jaw and let me know they're saying it; i " tried to run Chris over with my car ", i " tried to kill myself ", i " tried to hang myself ", i'm " in tuckers currently ", i'm " being put in tuckers or any other mental institution ", i " went completely psycho and will be that way forever ".

Ahem. Wednesday & thursday i did have a mental breakdown. This information i will not keep to myself- i'm not ashamed of things that really happen. But in this mental breakdown i did not try to kill chris, i did not try to kill myself, and i was not put in any hospital ( or ambulance for that matter ). I was in a state of hysteria for about 48 hours - that's it. I had far too much stress and far too many problems and i never deal with any of them, finally, i tried to stuff too many away and they just overflowed. The most damage done was a huge crack in my windshield where i kicked it. If you hear that i tried to kill anyone or myself, or that im in tuckers now, please inform thep erson that i did no such thing, they dont want me in tuckers , and i will not be put on medication. I'm perfectly fine now - just needed to calm down, which i did.

In other news - chris and i did break up over all of it...was to be expected i suppose. Have a mental breakdown, same day the love of your life leaves you, i mean come on who wouldnt expect that! * sigh * i really dont blame him in the least bit, but i kinda hate myself for it all.

In more other news, i hung out with Kyle friday night. It was the best night ive had in awhile i do have to say...He took me out to dinner in carytown, and we drove around richmond for hours just talking. It was really really nice. At the end of the night we went to waffle house and got some coffee, and that was it. Kyle is an electrician i met through work...he's 22 lol. Eh.

So...that's about all of it. I'm gonna go eat hashbrowns.
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