Aug 02, 2004 23:05
jon came back from conneticut today. i got him dinner at wawa before he went to work. coke flavored slurshee and meatball hoagie. healthy. mmmm. but anyway when i walked in the door (coming home from wawa) he enveloped me in the most amazing hug. it was like one of those im-not-gonna-let-go-hold-tight hugs that last for so long and they are so sweet. it was awesome :-)
so tonight was fabulous. i finally got to see adam! it was great. i picked him up and we talked and stuff and figured out shit and yeah. we went to sara's with pani, matt, jon, kt, michelle, kathleen and daina. fun. we roasted marshmellows and pani played the guitar. it was really really great, just being with everyone that i love.
im just glad that i can actually hang out with adam freely now without anyone getting pissed off because they hate me. i feel bad it didnt work out, but, ah shit happens and it sucks a whole lot. i really did miss him though. please no one get mad at me for being honest.