FOR CHRIST SAKE! WHY TOMATOES! WHY NOW!
"So why marriage? You're an attractive young chap? Why, you should be on the mission of spreading your seeds across the vast land... as I should be using my Femme fatale qualities to woe and break promises."
"I can't bear the heartbreaks, I get attached and they like me sometimes and not other times. I don't like being single."
So much for my Nestea and my dreams of shivery. So much for "I couldn't bear to live without you thus marriage" I admit... I've been spoiled with these type of answers before. As time moves forward, reasons change. Is simply still having a reason enough in this new world? This place where bad and good reason don't exist, just reasons and who are we to judge. Some questions are best unasked in monogamy.
I'm no one to talk. In my past experience, heartbreaks have striped me, until all the pieces I hate about me are what's left. My limbo was exceptional in all positions with the exception in that of the "sin compromiso" nature. I find it too hard, not difficult, to make honest decisions in such a position(s).
I dare to think, it's been a while since I've been single. It's been a while since I've met anyone who has a brain that isn't destroying it and their genes with some substance or another. I'm changing but those in my world are imprisoned in their various addictions. Some without control of there needs and deeply into substances. Some swim in their vanity and shop for things for a false sense of security. The American Dream: it is what keeps Americans on their wheel and that turns the whole world. I can't say I have no part in it, I have a car, a house and a job. Why? I can say that I do it for my mom and her heart. That I do it to someday take care of those I love or will love. For the children I plan to have that will change the world by simply existing (like we all have) to have a false sense of security. Is a false sense better than no sense? Who are we to judge, even ourselves when one is often confused about what's right or wrong for their own lives.
"I can't bear the heartbreaks, I get attached and they like me sometimes and not other times. I don't like being single."
So much for my Nestea and my dreams of shivery. So much for "I couldn't bear to live without you thus marriage" I admit... I've been spoiled with these type of answers before. As time moves forward, reasons change. Is simply still having a reason enough in this new world? This place where bad and good reason don't exist, just reasons and who are we to judge. Some questions are best unasked in monogamy.
I'm no one to talk. In my past experience, heartbreaks have striped me, until all the pieces I hate about me are what's left. My limbo was exceptional in all positions with the exception in that of the "sin compromiso" nature. I find it too hard, not difficult, to make honest decisions in such a position(s).
I dare to think, it's been a while since I've been single. It's been a while since I've met anyone who has a brain that isn't destroying it and their genes with some substance or another. I'm changing but those in my world are imprisoned in their various addictions. Some without control of there needs and deeply into substances. Some swim in their vanity and shop for things for a false sense of security. The American Dream: it is what keeps Americans on their wheel and that turns the whole world. I can't say I have no part in it, I have a car, a house and a job. Why? I can say that I do it for my mom and her heart. That I do it to someday take care of those I love or will love. For the children I plan to have that will change the world by simply existing (like we all have) to have a false sense of security. Is a false sense better than no sense? Who are we to judge, even ourselves when one is often confused about what's right or wrong for their own lives.