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Jan 11, 2006 15:34

I'm back to the trying to sneaking homework in to the office and minimizing the word window of my notes at the sound of my boss. Luckily my ear faces her so I can search with my hearing her every move. Who said having big ears doesn’t come in handy?!
My mother told me I was a delightful to hear because of how I express myself... I shrug it off because well it's my mom and she's supposed to feel that way towards me. But the truth is choice of words are what make you from a text book writer into a poet so I was excited. Poetry has never really satisfied me though... I have enjoyed the places it has taken me but I need more that just to experience. I need noble truths about life and things that are happening in life. Maybe I can someday achieve that. I still have lots to learn about writing but when it comes to writing I have always been an ambitious student.
I guess I am known as modest and introverted which is something you have to struggle not to be when it's around that performance evaluation time at your job. Companies want team players and people who can advertise themselves like Jackie. Man that girl can interview. She’s not even a stepped foot into a classroom as a teacher yet she has more recommendations letters than your momma! I am almost positive she’d be great though… in fact I would give her a letter of recommendation if I knew my credentials could back it up.
I have the perfect biology and experience to become a something great don’t you know. First off I am women, need I say more! ;) My grandfather a political prisoner turned alcoholic. My grandmother an orphan who dedicated her life to make sure the dozens of children would be taken care of. My other grandfather a pharmacy sweeper turned pharmacist driven on ambition alone. My father struggles with undisclosed demons... and my sister follows in his footsteps. My uncle a blind priest turned professor (knows 10 different languages). My mother- a living, breathing, snoring, poet. I swear all this to be true.
Maybe I should be the one with revolutionary tattooed on my wrist. I just need to think of what I will name the next literary movement. Let's see... in the past the proposes of art such as literature has been to teach, enlighten, experience, expose, and ignite (in that order)... what should come next... what does this world need? It needs guts but I guess that why art tries to ignite its audience. Oh well I need to wait until war or scientists come out with a new dyer truth and shifts the worlds thinking. By then hopefully I will have finished armoring myself with enjoyable things to hear that can be welcomed by the large masses.
Ever since 9-11 people have shifted their attention to a little city called Miami. I never thought I’d say this but it is becoming a great time to live here. Lots of new things coming out of this place and not just models during their winter swimsuit shoots. MDC FIU FAU is hosting better events… better teachers are springing like tigers to devour the stupidity of the new generation. Arm yourself kids this is turning into a perfect place to make an impact. Don’t waist your potential! And if you succeed, you might just be able to pay your rent because that is not such an easy task anymore and with all this commotion about this place, it'll get worse.
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