Feb 22, 2006 21:04
Tonight was so amazing. For the past few weeks I've felt completely dead. I had no idea why. Something has been seperating me from God, I still don't know what it is, but I felt Him tonight more than any other time in my life almost. I've been praying for Him to soften my heart and let me feel His presence and to be able to live fully for Him. Tonight, I was sweating and shaking from how intense I was feeling Him. It was just so incredible. I couldn't open my eyes for fear that I might be distracted by other people. We were broken up in groups to pray. It was kinda casual at first. Molly and I were praying for each other, then we started singing praises and praying really loud, then I got all hysterical, then I looked up briefly and there were about 20 people sitting with us and praying. It was so awesome! PRAISE GOD! YAY! I cannot wait for what God has in store for me!!!
I just got home and I knew that it wasn't going to be pleasant. Satan doesn't want this for me. My parents are fighting worse than ever before, tonight. I think my stepdad might even leave for the night. My mom's bawling. I have no idea what's going to happen. Please pray for my family!
On a lighter note, I left campus for the first time today and went to Taco Bell with Jared and Caitlin.