5th Encounter - Wiped Memories
I'm What I don't know what to say. Now that the headache is gone and I can actually focus enough through the sound of the rain to get writing again, I don't know what to put down. I guess the simplest, most obvious thing should go first.
I'm so sorry.
I can't even hope to explain what it is that happened to me, or why I acted the way I did, but I apologize to everyone that had to witness me at my worst. The things you must think of a guy who's barely been with you three days and is already making a violent fool out of himself. I'm sorry, Grift, for the damage done to the bar. Whatever money you need, if I have it, I'll give to you to pay for the damages. Just have your boss get in to contact with me and we can set something up. I also want to thank you for trying to keep everything from getting worse. You probably saved more people from getting hurt. From me.
Fred, thank you, too. We've barely gotten to know each other and you went far out of your way to help me. I don't deserve that kind of loyalty [the writing stops for a few seconds as the words stricken out seem...familiar to him] I remember everything pretty clearly, but if I hurt you and you were just too nice to tell me, I'm sorry. Hell, I'm sorry for putting you into that situation in the first place.
I'm not sure of the other girl's name who was involved in my irresponsible, dangerous behavior, but I am so...I am just so sorry for hurting you. I can understand if you don't want to talk to me, but please just let me know if you're alright. I can't stop worrying about you. I am such a If there's absolutely anything, anything, anything I can do now or...or ever, I don't care what it is. I'll do it.
I know my word likely holds little weight after last night, but to everyone else...just please know that that wasn't me. That's not who I am.
[OOC: The first stricken words are hard to see, but can be made out if someone looks hard enough. The second are angrily scratched out and eventually unreadable. 'Anything' is underlined several times.]