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"life is what happens to you while your busy making other plans..."
life has been weird that past few days.
i dont want to go job hunting today simply because i am scared to death i going get in a another accident...sounds weird....but it makes me nervous...
sometimes i sit here and wonder why things are how they are and how they get that way...
why friends are mad, got mad, stay mad, i mean i hate having people especially friends i like alot mad at me...
i just wish everyone could let go of the past and get along.
anf if anyone knows anything about letting go to the past its me.
i mean i hold on to a little bit of it.
but i went through some crazy shit.
and im happy about how i came out of it.
i think it made me a stronger person.
ive been hanging with the jr. boys crew a little more than usual and they are fun.
i like hanging with them.
i just realized that the boys are leaving in a few days for like 2 months and i mean im not best friends with them or anything but i will miss them.
they are a few of the nicest people ive ever met.
i hope they get everything they want out of life.
its so amazing that at our age they are already living their dream.
i cant wait to live my dream.
and just seeing how happy they are makes me excited for when ill be like that.
this has been a pretty long/weird post....
life has been weird that past few days.
i dont want to go job hunting today simply because i am scared to death i going get in a another accident...sounds weird....but it makes me nervous...
sometimes i sit here and wonder why things are how they are and how they get that way...
why friends are mad, got mad, stay mad, i mean i hate having people especially friends i like alot mad at me...
i just wish everyone could let go of the past and get along.
anf if anyone knows anything about letting go to the past its me.
i mean i hold on to a little bit of it.
but i went through some crazy shit.
and im happy about how i came out of it.
i think it made me a stronger person.
ive been hanging with the jr. boys crew a little more than usual and they are fun.
i like hanging with them.
i just realized that the boys are leaving in a few days for like 2 months and i mean im not best friends with them or anything but i will miss them.
they are a few of the nicest people ive ever met.
i hope they get everything they want out of life.
its so amazing that at our age they are already living their dream.
i cant wait to live my dream.
and just seeing how happy they are makes me excited for when ill be like that.
this has been a pretty long/weird post....