and i will be your your everything and more

[youre_the_star]

so after hanging with jayne yesterday
delivering cookies
and coming home to tv
i had to wake up this morning
and getting out of bed sucked so bad
my head hurts
my neck hurts
my back hurts...

last night i was laying in bed and i thought about how scared i was when i got hit and it wasnt even that bad compared to acciedents ive seen....
like last month my dad saw and accident where this van hit a pole and the mom is so bad that have her in a self induced coma so she wont die....and the dad like broke his leg

and i just started to cry
because it could have been so much worse
and it really scared me
and i remembered back to when my dad got in his accident when i was little and he almsot died and how scared i was and then yesterday when i called my mom even though i told her i was fine she sill got so scared

and it was just all alot to take in....

ugh...

well im staying in for as long as possible today its freezing out
and tonight is the albright opening...i wish i had a date for it becasuse its just so much more fun that way