fuck me
Its like someone dropped a load of bricks on my chest and ive been walking around for weeks trying to shove them off and I can't. Its so hard to focus my brain right now. I went to my morning class for the first time in about a month. It was unimaginably hard to get out of bed this morning. I'm so dissapointed in myself. Why do I keep fucking myself over? As it stands I have 3 essays due today, hoping to get 2 of them done but theyre both due before 6 and I'm sitting on here wasting more fucking time. Don't feel bad for me. I hate posting on these things cuz its like you're fishing for sympathy. I'm not. Just needed to vent.