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I'm really upset.
Cam got back from Germany on Thursday and last night he told me we could do something tomorrow.
Now he says he can't and it really upset me. Why do people get your hopes up? I missed him like absolute hell and it really hurts. Now I'm being an absolute bitch but who cares.
I don't think he even missed me.
Now I'm crying. Jeez. He seriously has no idea how much I missed him. I did nothing and saw no one the whole time he was away. It killed me.
And I know he didn't miss me and it hurts. He says it like he feels obliged to. I've said things about how I've missed him and he ignores them completely and changes the subject.
urgh! boys!
Cam got back from Germany on Thursday and last night he told me we could do something tomorrow.
Now he says he can't and it really upset me. Why do people get your hopes up? I missed him like absolute hell and it really hurts. Now I'm being an absolute bitch but who cares.
I don't think he even missed me.
Now I'm crying. Jeez. He seriously has no idea how much I missed him. I did nothing and saw no one the whole time he was away. It killed me.
And I know he didn't miss me and it hurts. He says it like he feels obliged to. I've said things about how I've missed him and he ignores them completely and changes the subject.
urgh! boys!