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idk, things kinda suck lately....
im still alone,...that fact seems to be a lasting effect of my early decisions in life to purge myself with food, but whatever....
lately my attitude twards everything had really been non-existant...even my own mother tells me i have a "cold heart".....i really dont know what i am this way anymor...its like i genuinally dont care about things around here anymore...im actaully looking forward to moving to florida in a just about a year.....unless some unseen act keeps me here...
i want so much from life, but honestally i expect so little...
my friends and my sisters friends...when i talk to them now they seem to be too worried about the future, and i jsut wanna live live day by day....im not here to please anyone but myself....things just realy suck for me now, because im anasshole to my friends, i havent had a real conversaton with zack,colin, or chris in about 2 months and idk why.... they are my friends and i miss hangin out with them
racing starts in 4 days..so my weekend life will be gone, and my weekday life will be gone...
prom is coming up real fast, im still goin with rachel....we got a limo, so far in the limo is Maris,Pat..Rachel and I, Breane...idk who else..im goin tot he mall, pickin out black pants a black shirt and a maroon? tie so it matches herdress (cause thats what she told me to do for the tie) im jsut not a big fan of a tux..
this is by far the lingest entry i have ever written...i hate this journal...but its a way for me to say things once, and have everyone hear it, so i dont repeat myself all the time...
its 1:08 in the morning...abd im off to bed ...
im still alone,...that fact seems to be a lasting effect of my early decisions in life to purge myself with food, but whatever....
lately my attitude twards everything had really been non-existant...even my own mother tells me i have a "cold heart".....i really dont know what i am this way anymor...its like i genuinally dont care about things around here anymore...im actaully looking forward to moving to florida in a just about a year.....unless some unseen act keeps me here...
i want so much from life, but honestally i expect so little...
my friends and my sisters friends...when i talk to them now they seem to be too worried about the future, and i jsut wanna live live day by day....im not here to please anyone but myself....things just realy suck for me now, because im anasshole to my friends, i havent had a real conversaton with zack,colin, or chris in about 2 months and idk why.... they are my friends and i miss hangin out with them
racing starts in 4 days..so my weekend life will be gone, and my weekday life will be gone...
prom is coming up real fast, im still goin with rachel....we got a limo, so far in the limo is Maris,Pat..Rachel and I, Breane...idk who else..im goin tot he mall, pickin out black pants a black shirt and a maroon? tie so it matches herdress (cause thats what she told me to do for the tie) im jsut not a big fan of a tux..
this is by far the lingest entry i have ever written...i hate this journal...but its a way for me to say things once, and have everyone hear it, so i dont repeat myself all the time...
its 1:08 in the morning...abd im off to bed ...