I stayed up for 36 hours

[yourdeadend]

at 4 pm friday (right after I woke up) I started working on the electric at my friend karen's electric. she was having a art show the next day at her house at her house, based on the theme 'windows'. basicly the electric was frustrating, I stayed up the whole night with paul watching him paint one of his peices for the show. karen sleeps and

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"two people I have crushes on being in the same place, would make me feel weird, cause I'm weird."

[red_robin]

i was at a party saturday night totally fucking preoccupied with wanting to tell this boy that i love him, or at least like him waaay more than he realises. But i was too scared for ages and ages... then this somewhat crazy but cute girl came to the party and she wanted to kiss me and i was like 'oh man i don't know what to do this is too weird' but then i was like 'what the hell' and kissed her and it was lovely but as soon as we stopped i began freaking out, feeling so overwhelmed and buzzing with panicky desperation to talk to the boy but there were always people around; finally i got him alone but couldn't say anything and he could tell i was confused but thought i was just confused about the girl so gave me drunken advice to 'just go with your heart, seriously' and i'm thinking like 'man! if only you knew', wanting to just kiss him or something but instead i took a deep breath and said 'you know i still like you right' and he looked surprised and started to say something about loving my friendship (aagh... but not really

[secret_chords]

that drunk dial was truly great. you were like "kristan! i need..." and then you started talking to people in the room. later they reminded you that you were leaving me a message. i never found out what you wanted, haha.

[yourdeadend]

wow, can you tell me what the fuck I said...

I talked to colleen and most of it was drunken yelling, she picked up the phone and called me a bastard, then I called her a bitch. I don't remember much else, but I love that girl for shit like that.