from thursday night to sunday night I slept a totall of 13 hours
I drove 14 hours on the highway in that time. before getting high on a couple huge espressos, I was seeing the highway as a tunnel with trees, street and sky making the tube like wall. just the red light of a car in front with white lines pointing me in the right direction.
my brain was so weird from the lack of sleep. I was talking to dani about something, a conversation that had been going back and forth. I looked away for a second then turned to her and she said 'but yeah that wouldn't be a great idea' and I had no idea what she was talking about. I couldn't remember the conversation at all not even what I said about it. but I just agreed with her and tried to remember what was just said.
it kinda depresses me to think how my feelings arn't rigid. things just change and it makes everything seem very fake. for this very reason I won't go into thinking of it very much.
my brain was so weird from the lack of sleep. I was talking to dani about something, a conversation that had been going back and forth. I looked away for a second then turned to her and she said 'but yeah that wouldn't be a great idea' and I had no idea what she was talking about. I couldn't remember the conversation at all not even what I said about it. but I just agreed with her and tried to remember what was just said.
it kinda depresses me to think how my feelings arn't rigid. things just change and it makes everything seem very fake. for this very reason I won't go into thinking of it very much.