so so so im

[yourdarkestfear]

im sitting here thinking about all the shit i swore id never do and did

1. cheat, after being cheated on the first time i swore id never do it to anyone else

2. do coke, after being around annoying people on it too many times i still did it

3. cut back on drinking, since ive said that i think i drink more now

these things really really bother me alot

its like im becoming someone i hate

whats next

i dont even want to know