sometimes, i get scared, and be like, WHAT HAVE I EVEN DONE THE PAST, LIKE, 4 YEARS OF MY LIFE? because i don't even know. because, nothing. and i don't think i ever even will do anything. but that one doesn't make me nervous. it's just kinda funny.
on this past friday, me and k-shan went to the mall to film another movie. it is a music vid for the song BURGER BABY by gravy train!!!! before that, we had to wait for her mom to watch american idolpoodal on tevo, so we made a vid in her kitchen. (it is here if you would like to look at it:
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=bveXa8lT1iM) there is also this one:
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=RsJcsR1pRH4 from when she stayed with me a while ago. i really like to dance, guys.
on saturday a certain eagle flocked to my house. this eagle is the eagle of death metal. HA HA ha HA. it was ben bur. we saw zodiac with nel ! i'm obssssesssed with the zod killer. hello, this is the zodey speaking. i am also obsessed with ben. he is very very hot, if you didn't know that, guys. we wATCHED A LOT OF TV IN MY BASEMENT??????? AND HE BOUGHT ME CHEETAH GIRLS 2 CD and books AND I BOUGHT HIM A CP3-0 STAR WARS ACTION FIGURE GUY.
a lot of times i see girlfriends wit boyfriends, and the girlfriends are being CUUTE and wearing make up and leaning up against stuff and giggling like HE HE HE HE HE and then i think about how i always am like laying and rolling on floors and snorting and wheezzzzing and screaming with laughter and having messed up hair that i nev brush and grosso chapped lips. i hope that stuff doesn't mean that i am a bad girlfriend. i wanna be a good one.
i really think that there is like a 1% chance of me passing CAPT test things and not taking them again next year. (IF ANYONE WHO DOES NOT LIVE IN BUTTHOLECONNECTICUT IS READING THIS, WELL, THEN CAPT TESTS ARE GAYASS STATE STANDARDIZED TESTS FOR 10TH GRADERS THAT I AM VERY BAD AT.) today during them, i just drew the zodiac killer symbol a lot, and thought about how i wanna take a bath.
i really would like a carbonated beverage right now that is not seltzer aka i want soda but there is not even one lil drop of it in my house!!
i keep having this image in my mind of everyone's clothes like disentegrating off of them, and then they are naked, but it is not a hot thing, it is a scary thing.
my mom gave me this huge body sized pillow cuz she was like I DON'T WANT THIS and we had it for some reason. it really is as big as me. i am small, but that is not the point. it is large for a pillow. i spoon with it in my bed. what should i name it?