Oct 08, 2006 20:33
the computer actually makes me feel pretty lonely a lot so it's weird that i am on it so so so much.
i wonder for how many more years i will be retarded and awkward and gr0ssss. i hope notlike, a million.
yesterday afternoon i saw texas chainsaw massacre : THE BEGINNING with kayla shan. it was mad disturbing and bad and good and scary. i basically watched like 2 scenes of it, because i was hiding in my sweatshirt. i don't know why i go to movies like that. i feel like it is my duty. (lol doody)
i sort of miss my brother, which is weird and gross, but i like it better when he's home.
my stepsister emily was here visiting this weekend and we talked forevs and she was like TAKE A TRAIN DOWN TO PHILLY ALONE AND STAY WITH ME ETC ETC and i was like aaaomgomgyees.
today i had to see my cousin's baby which i guess is also my cousin? i duno, all he does is drool. who caressss.
i feel like cuddlin', err'yone. FUCK THAT I NEVER FEEL LIKE THAT. i am turning into a pu$$y in my old age. so it goes.