Prisoner in my own body
[mood| 
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[music|BoysNightOut]
Hopefully
things will start looking up soon.
I really just want to feel like I did
before last april.
Before things started changing.
I started changing.
Try and fill those holes with something else..
but with what?
Hope.
The song Im listening to really hits home.
Especially right now.
Its the last time for now..
I just hope to come out of this emotional comatose Im in right now and be able to feel something.
Because lately my head and heart have been in neutral,
just going with whatever.
Not really feeling too much emotion about anything.
And hopefully,
things will pick up quickly and I'll be able
to smile....really smile.
And not be thinking something horrible in the back of my head..
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[music|BoysNightOut]
Hopefully
things will start looking up soon.
I really just want to feel like I did
before last april.
Before things started changing.
I started changing.
Try and fill those holes with something else..
but with what?
Hope.
The song Im listening to really hits home.
Especially right now.
Its the last time for now..
I just hope to come out of this emotional comatose Im in right now and be able to feel something.
Because lately my head and heart have been in neutral,
just going with whatever.
Not really feeling too much emotion about anything.
And hopefully,
things will pick up quickly and I'll be able
to smile....really smile.
And not be thinking something horrible in the back of my head..