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it's weird weird weird. i don't think that i am mentally prepared for going to college. i've thought about it breifly but i haven't really thought thought about it. i can't imagine leaving everything. this is the end of a lot of things right now. living at home, high school, decatur, seeing my friends everyday, my boyfriend, my family. i mean it's not the end of all of those things, but a significant difference. it's kind of a lot at once but i can handle it, i will be meeting so many new people and filled with freedom that i think it wouln't be as hard as i think. i guess i am just worried cause i might have picked the wrong college, but i'm going to stop overthinking about this.
i have grown up a lot this summer, learned a lot about myself and how to be a stronger person. i have been strong and decreased my smoking and drinking. i worked. i became more active. i did a lot of art that i had been slacking off on before. i have started listening to my true feelings more, i think a lot of people have a hard time listening to their true feelings instead they listen to what they think they want.
i will write on lj during college to let yall know how i'm doing:)
♥
i have grown up a lot this summer, learned a lot about myself and how to be a stronger person. i have been strong and decreased my smoking and drinking. i worked. i became more active. i did a lot of art that i had been slacking off on before. i have started listening to my true feelings more, i think a lot of people have a hard time listening to their true feelings instead they listen to what they think they want.
i will write on lj during college to let yall know how i'm doing:)
♥