Nov 16, 2005 12:26
Every time i step out of my little bubble i am convinced i'm doing the right thing by distancing myself from so much. I only make exceptions for really important people or events.
Ben Folds last night was one of them, which i enjoyed thoroughly, all shallow people in attendance aside.
You've got to know i'm being sincere about that, because in most situations being surrounded by a lot of people that suck can really sour my mood.
I feel like i am finally out of a rut that i've been in for quite a while now...and it's amazing. I feel so much better about everything and i'm a much happier person as of late. I am so fucking lucky and have so many amazing things going on right now. I am always surrounded by people i love, and i am never surrounded by anyone who is not important to me. There are no fillers in my life right now, nothing i do to just keep me busy. I have just enough alone time to enjoy it but not get bored. I have amazing friends. And, at the end of every day i get to do do my favorite thing in the entire world...go to sleep with the person i love the most.
i cannot complain.