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i'm at a loss as to what to do. i have no job, no goals, just a bunch of free time. and the funny thing is if i had stuff to do i would wish i didn't. kristyn said last night that she wished she could sleep 20 hours a day, or at least have the option to do so. well that's basically what im doing, besides eating alot and watching tv.
and i lost my wallet. so now i have to get a new drivers license, a new debit card, a new student id. no to mention actually get a new wallet. man i loved that duct tape one. and i have zero cash.
oh so liz, that prob means i cant go dancing with you since i have no proof that i'm 19.
i have an application for roasted bean all filled out, following mario's suggestion. but i have very little hope anymore, after filling out applications to fresh market, cvs, the cheese course, some candy shop, and some other places that wouldnt even let me fill out an application because im only here for the summer. no one wants to train when im going to be leaving in a couple of months. and i have to face it, im too scared to waitress. so i have no income.
and still no car. my life(besides the eating sleeping and tv watching) has been alot of chauffeuring. wake up and take my mom to work and come home so that i can use her car during the day. but i just end up taking my sister to work and coming home. driving my brother. picking up my mom at 615 so that we can get to publix to pick up my sister and then come home. i dont know why i even bother to take the car when all i do is drive my family around.
and my sister says i look like my skin is sagging. from lack of movement she says, like my body is getting used to not doing anything and is just letting go. i dunno it sounds worse now than when she said it but its just the point that i need to do something.
i just dont know what im waiting for anymore
and i lost my wallet. so now i have to get a new drivers license, a new debit card, a new student id. no to mention actually get a new wallet. man i loved that duct tape one. and i have zero cash.
oh so liz, that prob means i cant go dancing with you since i have no proof that i'm 19.
i have an application for roasted bean all filled out, following mario's suggestion. but i have very little hope anymore, after filling out applications to fresh market, cvs, the cheese course, some candy shop, and some other places that wouldnt even let me fill out an application because im only here for the summer. no one wants to train when im going to be leaving in a couple of months. and i have to face it, im too scared to waitress. so i have no income.
and still no car. my life(besides the eating sleeping and tv watching) has been alot of chauffeuring. wake up and take my mom to work and come home so that i can use her car during the day. but i just end up taking my sister to work and coming home. driving my brother. picking up my mom at 615 so that we can get to publix to pick up my sister and then come home. i dont know why i even bother to take the car when all i do is drive my family around.
and my sister says i look like my skin is sagging. from lack of movement she says, like my body is getting used to not doing anything and is just letting go. i dunno it sounds worse now than when she said it but its just the point that i need to do something.
i just dont know what im waiting for anymore