i love
as kristyn illustrated here. . there are just certain songs that i can listen to over and over. and when i go a long time without hearing them, well it makes our reunions that much sweeter.
for the first time in my life i think i know what i want. i'm switching my major to botany. as marc says, i am going to be a crazy old plant lady. and that makes me so happy, excited even. i called the director, (gasp! i used a phone and made a phone call to a stranger. that must count for something) and i'm meeting with him on wed. next fall i'm signed up for a class all about organic foods and using plants for your health and to alter your perspectives, and to heal. this summer i'll be working so i can survive next year. and i cleaned my room. finally, i'm trying to get some order to my life, after 19 years of living in chaos, of doing only enough to get by but never really learning or studying or caring. i'm trying.