Dec 01, 2004 19:16
i dont know, i dont even know. i want it to be real but i am scared to see if its not.
AND! what is my problem with timing? i possibly have the worst timing i think anyone could have?. make up your mind, and stop wanting what you can't have because i am almost positive that is the situation. what a CONUNDRUM! .. haha caroline and lill.. gosh so much education girls.
caroliners1029: ew they wouldnt TOUCH that STD infested HOE BAG, not even mental patients want that shit!
im kind of scared about going to the state hospital tomorrow. and our class is hosting the party for the "special needs" patients.. so they are going to be like mentally handicapped AND crazy. i dont know about that, too much to handle. and ruthanne has got me laughing now when i am uncomfortable. so if i laugh at them tomorrow its not to be rude but its just like a defense mechanism. oh god.
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