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so another day i didnt get anything accomplished. woke up at 9 to watch brandon.we watched finding nemo. rachael picked him up at noon. i ate lunch, got in the shower, watched days of our lives, then passed out. woke up about 5, did some stuff around the house then i didnt feel like going anywhere. so now everything i was going to do today i have to do tomorrow on top of everything i already had planned. then the girls have their ballet thing at 7. i just got off the phone with todd a little bit ago. we talked for over 3 hours. i love him so much. we talked about a lot of stuff but mainly about him and christina. theyre always having problems. and then we talked about our mom and dad and stuff that happened when we were little. i cried a little bit. our dad has been telling todd stuff about things that happened when he left well when our mom kicked him out. stuff we didnt know about. stuff i couldnt believe. and now i know the past 10 years i havent been close to my father was for no reason because he couldnt help the stuff that happened. and my mom is a complete douche bag.