The last time I saw you....
So last night was a strange and interesting mix of losing a friend, getting an old one back and making new ones. I had a good time. All this isnt bothering me as much as I would normally let it. Hmm. So out of a problem I have discovered, or reaffirmed, that I am a total pushover. I AVOID confrontation. I go all passive agressive, its a BAD BAD thing. I need to learn to stand up for myself, because I really needed to recently and didnt. So now I'll just regret not saying things that needed to be said.
I saw last night how it must have been at Kendra's party last year. People passed out all over and making fools of themselves. So thats exactly what I was then, but I was a lot worse. Wow that party was such a huge foul-up. I'm still so embarassed and disgusted. But I guess thgat everyone needs a lesson like that at some point or another. At least I learned something and dont do things quite like that anymore. Where some people still do, I cant believe it. They haven't learned anything at all, and will keep repeating their actions untill they really fuck up.
I saw last night how it must have been at Kendra's party last year. People passed out all over and making fools of themselves. So thats exactly what I was then, but I was a lot worse. Wow that party was such a huge foul-up. I'm still so embarassed and disgusted. But I guess thgat everyone needs a lesson like that at some point or another. At least I learned something and dont do things quite like that anymore. Where some people still do, I cant believe it. They haven't learned anything at all, and will keep repeating their actions untill they really fuck up.