"And You;re so FUCKED UP!, you're a fucking mess!" - TBB
can we say i make shitty decisions?
Yea!
well lets just say i havent been made the best decisions lately, not a story id like to get into but all i can say is i fucking love Christina, Jen and Christa. without them i wouldnt have been able to do it.
ive come to the final realization that i just need to realise what important and fuck everthing else. just start over again. when shit happens just basically be like fuck it. cuz life is way to short to keep living it depressed and miserable. fuck my dad. hes a stupid piece of shit who i could manage just fine w/out. i dont need him, he needs me! but watever screw it.
well last weekend was semi-awesome. the agt show was ab-fab. i thank gabby so much for that and can't wait to enjoy the against me! show w/ her! it was great, they were good, i even enjoyed the unseen although im not to fond of their new stuff. i met alotta really kewl ppl who ill hopefully see shortly. hopefully my dads going away in november cuz gabbs said she'd take me to a half-way house show, which id love more than anything. so all in all an awesome night!
saturday lets just say will remain unmentioned other than being a delran bumb w/ joey "get her dunn", christina and josh can make uneventful weekends totally worth it!
sunday although i felt like a piece of shit! christina rescued me and decided to give me a nice day. so we rode BIKES!!! all the way to cumberland farms in riverside to meet up w/ johnny v. then went to his house, smoked in his backyard and chilled on his hammick(sp?) which i warn you is not the best idea. so we got hungry and tried to ride to castle harbor when i realised i had a flat tire and had to walk our bikes to cumberland where we realised we're retarded and cant fill a tire which totally blew our high coming to find out there was a whole in the tire. lol. so her dad picked us up. chilled at her house. then me her and josh went to princeton to finish the weed in which i rolled the worst joint in my entire life!! stupid wind! lol. went home, at some popcorn. slept. awesomeness.
on monday i hung out w/ paul. kinda crazy day. basically decided to tripp off of dxm(sp?)and it was pretty kewl for the most part. we're just gonna be "friends" until he fixes shit w/ his crazy ex-girlfriend. so im basically going to put that idea away for a bit and move on. hes great to chill w/ though and talk to. monday wasnt so great when i got home though. stupid arguement w/ my mom. didnt end very well but all is well. im not gonna let it get to me. i just love that kid. hes one of the only people ill stay on the phone w/ til like 2 am or anwser calls to that late and acually talk when i have school the next day.
hung out w/ christa today. which was WELL! needed. awesome times cuz we;re awesome ppl. made plans for halloween finally and homecoming. so i cant wait for that. hoping things'll start getting better.
Yea!
well lets just say i havent been made the best decisions lately, not a story id like to get into but all i can say is i fucking love Christina, Jen and Christa. without them i wouldnt have been able to do it.
ive come to the final realization that i just need to realise what important and fuck everthing else. just start over again. when shit happens just basically be like fuck it. cuz life is way to short to keep living it depressed and miserable. fuck my dad. hes a stupid piece of shit who i could manage just fine w/out. i dont need him, he needs me! but watever screw it.
well last weekend was semi-awesome. the agt show was ab-fab. i thank gabby so much for that and can't wait to enjoy the against me! show w/ her! it was great, they were good, i even enjoyed the unseen although im not to fond of their new stuff. i met alotta really kewl ppl who ill hopefully see shortly. hopefully my dads going away in november cuz gabbs said she'd take me to a half-way house show, which id love more than anything. so all in all an awesome night!
saturday lets just say will remain unmentioned other than being a delran bumb w/ joey "get her dunn", christina and josh can make uneventful weekends totally worth it!
sunday although i felt like a piece of shit! christina rescued me and decided to give me a nice day. so we rode BIKES!!! all the way to cumberland farms in riverside to meet up w/ johnny v. then went to his house, smoked in his backyard and chilled on his hammick(sp?) which i warn you is not the best idea. so we got hungry and tried to ride to castle harbor when i realised i had a flat tire and had to walk our bikes to cumberland where we realised we're retarded and cant fill a tire which totally blew our high coming to find out there was a whole in the tire. lol. so her dad picked us up. chilled at her house. then me her and josh went to princeton to finish the weed in which i rolled the worst joint in my entire life!! stupid wind! lol. went home, at some popcorn. slept. awesomeness.
on monday i hung out w/ paul. kinda crazy day. basically decided to tripp off of dxm(sp?)and it was pretty kewl for the most part. we're just gonna be "friends" until he fixes shit w/ his crazy ex-girlfriend. so im basically going to put that idea away for a bit and move on. hes great to chill w/ though and talk to. monday wasnt so great when i got home though. stupid arguement w/ my mom. didnt end very well but all is well. im not gonna let it get to me. i just love that kid. hes one of the only people ill stay on the phone w/ til like 2 am or anwser calls to that late and acually talk when i have school the next day.
hung out w/ christa today. which was WELL! needed. awesome times cuz we;re awesome ppl. made plans for halloween finally and homecoming. so i cant wait for that. hoping things'll start getting better.