mental blue prints
ok heres the deal. im gonna go ahead and take my very good friend katie's advice. i really need to get my shit together and fast. that means i need to start working on my own interests and start bettering my life by getting everythin balanced. that means im not gonna be around as much for all you kiddies that seek my advise and words of wisdom... time to fix my own problems. not that i dont care about you all its just i really need to start putting myself first. i dont mean to be selfish but if i want a future im gonna have to be a little bit. so step one is to find another job. i cant go back to school because that would be a major step back. sorry gummy but i have other ways of getting to my final destination. im not gonna be as available anymore and any free time i may have will continue to be spent on my self and my own interests. haha sorry if your gonna miss me. ill miss you too but i need to be fixed. thanks katie. you've really made me see everything clearly.