Nov 03, 2006 17:31
your phone calls are unbeileveable....
you call me to yell to scream that im not going to be your daughter anymore because i didnt help you by telling my mom that she shouldnt divorce you like this.
She needs money, Shes living off of shit and you cant see that. thats your fault then.
your writing off your kids because of the fact that your loosing money. Very sweet of you.
i cried for you. all night. wishing my daddy would come back to me, just a phone call that said "im sorry mija you know i love you..we will be okay." but nothing.
i dont know how to feel at this point. the only man in my life that i was suppose to look to for guidence has left me.
and then theres you...
i told you my troubles and you didnt understand. you just yelled. said fuck you then. im going through alot. my dad has decided that after 18 years of being my best friend, that hes gonna just foreget about me because of MONEY. im sorry if you dont understand. but this is alot of me to deal with.
plus i have my job and school that take up alot of my time.
i love you. i always will, maybe one fine day...we will have eachothers hearts again.
the text was nice..."i have lost the only man that will ever love me more then the world"....
so well put.