bored
I'm bored. so i wrote some emo things.
read em. now.
this is "summer break made me cry"
lalalala. i'm bored.
i hate you.
but i still flirt with you.
i fucking love you.
right. that's right.
play that guitar like you
mean it.
like u mean u love me.
i'm bored.
where are u.
fiuck you
i don't need you.
all i need is curse words
and some expensive wine.
i can't do this anymore.
i think i'm going crazy.
can u stop making me
want you.
how can i crave this.
when i don't even know you.
shit! i forgot about that.
you said i'm dumb.
i pushed u on the concret.
but u ass!
u gave me a cut up lip.
my blood is smeared on
ur driveway.
remember how fucking
sexy our nights were.
well...that's done with.
its been so long.
very long.
but i still remember.
i'm holding on
to the last memory.
of u and me
in ur garage.
with u playing acoustic
the beautiful sound.
play that guitar like you
mean it.
like u mean u love me.
right. that's wrong.
all i need is curse words
and some expensive wine.
i can't do this anymore.
i think i'm going crazy.
can u stop making me
want you.
this one is "Deception,secrets,and more secrets"
i know you were so good to me.
but i was so mean.
i am too mean.
so jealous of the next girl you fuck.
why must i keep wondering.
what you do is ur own business.
i look at you.
you stare me down.
i smile at you.
you mouth words
that i don't understand.
something like
your loss
or you've made the
biggest mistake in ur life.
i know i'm ur best secret
but we were never too good
at keeping secrets.
so its come to this.
does it have to end this way.
your gone.
and i'm still here.
hititng myself
calling myself
stupid.
stupid.
i know its too late
to say i'm sorry.
i guess i love tough.
we were never too good
at keeping secrets.
it can never come to that.
and lastly this is "look alive, this is ur last shot to kill me.so shoot me."
Bury me.
30 feet under
you walk over me
i look up to you
even though the dirt
is in my eyes
stinging them
but i hate myself
and what i do.
i try to forget
that you forgot me.
i remember those words
"i'm not thinking of you..
I only think of myself"
how selfish you are.
you whore.
i try so hard to hate you.
but i can't seem to get
the facts straight.
Bury me.
30 feet under
you walk over me
step on me.
jump up and down
you push me down
my coffin door is breaking.
i wish i was dead
you make me feel like i am a ghost.
i am dying.
slowly killing myself.
i want to hate you
i try so hard but
i can't seem to close my eyes.
the dirt soothes me.
i hate myself
and what i do.
i try so hard to hate you.
but i can't seem to get
the facts straight.
dig me up.
::cries::
read em. now.
this is "summer break made me cry"
lalalala. i'm bored.
i hate you.
but i still flirt with you.
i fucking love you.
right. that's right.
play that guitar like you
mean it.
like u mean u love me.
i'm bored.
where are u.
fiuck you
i don't need you.
all i need is curse words
and some expensive wine.
i can't do this anymore.
i think i'm going crazy.
can u stop making me
want you.
how can i crave this.
when i don't even know you.
shit! i forgot about that.
you said i'm dumb.
i pushed u on the concret.
but u ass!
u gave me a cut up lip.
my blood is smeared on
ur driveway.
remember how fucking
sexy our nights were.
well...that's done with.
its been so long.
very long.
but i still remember.
i'm holding on
to the last memory.
of u and me
in ur garage.
with u playing acoustic
the beautiful sound.
play that guitar like you
mean it.
like u mean u love me.
right. that's wrong.
all i need is curse words
and some expensive wine.
i can't do this anymore.
i think i'm going crazy.
can u stop making me
want you.
this one is "Deception,secrets,and more secrets"
i know you were so good to me.
but i was so mean.
i am too mean.
so jealous of the next girl you fuck.
why must i keep wondering.
what you do is ur own business.
i look at you.
you stare me down.
i smile at you.
you mouth words
that i don't understand.
something like
your loss
or you've made the
biggest mistake in ur life.
i know i'm ur best secret
but we were never too good
at keeping secrets.
so its come to this.
does it have to end this way.
your gone.
and i'm still here.
hititng myself
calling myself
stupid.
stupid.
i know its too late
to say i'm sorry.
i guess i love tough.
we were never too good
at keeping secrets.
it can never come to that.
and lastly this is "look alive, this is ur last shot to kill me.so shoot me."
Bury me.
30 feet under
you walk over me
i look up to you
even though the dirt
is in my eyes
stinging them
but i hate myself
and what i do.
i try to forget
that you forgot me.
i remember those words
"i'm not thinking of you..
I only think of myself"
how selfish you are.
you whore.
i try so hard to hate you.
but i can't seem to get
the facts straight.
Bury me.
30 feet under
you walk over me
step on me.
jump up and down
you push me down
my coffin door is breaking.
i wish i was dead
you make me feel like i am a ghost.
i am dying.
slowly killing myself.
i want to hate you
i try so hard but
i can't seem to close my eyes.
the dirt soothes me.
i hate myself
and what i do.
i try so hard to hate you.
but i can't seem to get
the facts straight.
dig me up.
::cries::