put the details in a jar and bury them underwater

Oct 11, 2004 00:48

hey remember when i went to worcester mass with kristie for columbus day weekend and it felt like home, even though it wasn't mine. i bought that red clutch at good will and a red sweater that joe wore in the backseat to look like spiderman. remember when the keefes had the cutest house that i've ever been to in real life? this is why i'm marrying joe keefe in autumn and playing a big wiffleball game beforehand with my in-laws kristie and __??? looking at photo albums of the keefe family just made me want to have three kids real soon. remember how i kicked winston off the bed and kristie got sloppy thirds. spinal tap might be my new favorite movie but i couldnt finish watching it so maybe not. steve told me i am the greatest actress in the world because of a certain performance at the party. you would have been proud. after a run in with the cops that proved the girls to be tougher than the boys, we went to an elementary school to jump off of swings. then we played hopscotch in the parking lot, looked for constellations, and laid down to pretend it was the frozen charles and recite eternal sunshine.


epictetus says the three things that keep us from being happy are:
1. we fixate on things we can't control.
2. we let our fears take hold of us.
3. we let ourselves desire things we cannot have.

i guess this includes listening to songs you played for me and staring at that boy who was a 5 years younger version of you. or just anything that reminds me of you in general.


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