isn't it great to find that you're really worth nothing...
My birthday is in 16 days. I should be older and i wish i was because im sick of seeing shocked face after shocked face even though it is not a big enough deal to be shocked about but i can pretend. I'm turning 18. See..i'm not really. Nobodys on and i have nothing to do.
Sometimes i wonder if maybe people are so desperate for an emotion that they pick a person to help them feel it,whoever is most convienent, but really it's not the person that they want. If they say theyre in love, they can be in love with the way that they wanted to feel so badly that they forced themselves to believe that they feel it for someone. and then there's me. Just...there.I could be the person and neither of us would ever know it. Make any sense? No. PHILOSOPHY..is the cause of my insanity. I spend my days trying to bend spoons with my mind and make objects appear in my backyard. and if i tried hard enough i could probably eventually knock scott over and he woulden't just stand there like nothing is happening at all until i give up and buy him a bagel.
Im nominated for most unique and i am pretty positive that breanne or jackie will win because i'm not very unique at all but its ok because Renee got most shy even though she's not shy anymore because she's opening things up..like her mouth...and some other things.. ;). Just kidding Renee.. Except not really.
I am going to Pearl's tomorrow and i like that because then i get to go to sleep with the cutest boy ever. I'm no adriana lima, but i'll do. ;) . Besides, she probably doesn't listen to country music and a girl that listens to country music is more than just a necessity. I want halloween pictures. We were so the cutest things ever.
This is getting rediculous, i'm going to bed.
Sometimes i wonder if maybe people are so desperate for an emotion that they pick a person to help them feel it,whoever is most convienent, but really it's not the person that they want. If they say theyre in love, they can be in love with the way that they wanted to feel so badly that they forced themselves to believe that they feel it for someone. and then there's me. Just...there.I could be the person and neither of us would ever know it. Make any sense? No. PHILOSOPHY..is the cause of my insanity. I spend my days trying to bend spoons with my mind and make objects appear in my backyard. and if i tried hard enough i could probably eventually knock scott over and he woulden't just stand there like nothing is happening at all until i give up and buy him a bagel.
Im nominated for most unique and i am pretty positive that breanne or jackie will win because i'm not very unique at all but its ok because Renee got most shy even though she's not shy anymore because she's opening things up..like her mouth...and some other things.. ;). Just kidding Renee.. Except not really.
I am going to Pearl's tomorrow and i like that because then i get to go to sleep with the cutest boy ever. I'm no adriana lima, but i'll do. ;) . Besides, she probably doesn't listen to country music and a girl that listens to country music is more than just a necessity. I want halloween pictures. We were so the cutest things ever.
This is getting rediculous, i'm going to bed.