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today was a complete waste of breath. it was... to put it simply.. hell. i lost a huge person in my life. thank god i have kristina.. i dont know what i wouldve done today without you. <3 isnt it funny how the person or two people in this case you thought you knew the best and thought knew you the best, seem to be completely different people than you thought that they were. & its funny how when you hurt the most, some of the ones you reach out for are never there. they seem to just disappear. they dont even care. i feel empty, lost, lonely, confused, hurt, ashamed, betrayed, alone, & unwanted. i dont think i couldve cried any harder today, and i dont think that these feelings will ever go away
so broken up inside