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So I wanted to update with some when I was really angry but I am glad I didn't because I had time to think over what really was making me mad.
I have come to the fact that I can not stand when people are mad at me. For whatever reason it is I hate the feeling of letting people down. Along with this goes people who just do not like me, I can not stand that. Drews mom seriously just hates me. Like idk what to do, I just called to ask him a homework problem and she was like "Kaitlin really he is busy, I would appreciate you not caling. Thanks" and hung up. Idk why that made me feel so bad but it did. I just needed help from him for like two seconds. It is not like I can exactly tell Drew I hate his mom cause I do not hate her, I just wish she accepted me. I try to live up to what his parents think should be dating him but I never will be. I am always a step behind everyone that is important to them and that will forever bug me.
I cant really write what I want to say without a lot of people getting mad but I will just say this, its really scary how much people have changed in the past year.
Friends come and go and thats scary to me.
I guess it is time to go do some chem hw, shower, watch tv, do some situps, and go to bed.
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I have come to the fact that I can not stand when people are mad at me. For whatever reason it is I hate the feeling of letting people down. Along with this goes people who just do not like me, I can not stand that. Drews mom seriously just hates me. Like idk what to do, I just called to ask him a homework problem and she was like "Kaitlin really he is busy, I would appreciate you not caling. Thanks" and hung up. Idk why that made me feel so bad but it did. I just needed help from him for like two seconds. It is not like I can exactly tell Drew I hate his mom cause I do not hate her, I just wish she accepted me. I try to live up to what his parents think should be dating him but I never will be. I am always a step behind everyone that is important to them and that will forever bug me.
I cant really write what I want to say without a lot of people getting mad but I will just say this, its really scary how much people have changed in the past year.
Friends come and go and thats scary to me.
I guess it is time to go do some chem hw, shower, watch tv, do some situps, and go to bed.
<333