....If I kissed your neck, would you slit my throat?
Well these last 2 weeks sucked SO bad.
Everything that could have went wrong.
DID.
I hate school.
So much.
You have no idea.
I mean.
Seriously..
Anyways..
So i talked to Sarah on the phone last night.
And i heard some things.
Things i should have heard about the minute they happened.
And i should have heard it from you.
But.
I didnt.
I told you in the first place you were such a LUSH.
And this is why.
I mean..
I dont even understand how you can live with yourself.
After what you said to her.
And then to me.
I really dont.
If you only knew that i know.
I bet you would feel SO stupid.
And you should.
But yet so do i.
Because the whole time this was happening.
The signs were right in front of me.
But i chose to over look them.
And so maybe this is my fault?
Could be.
But all i know.
Is that things just cant be fixed.
And whos to say i even want them to be?
I've wasted enough of my energy on you as it is.
So i wont waste any more.
Goodbye.
But as for you..
Where do you get off thinking you can just call me up out of no where at 1 in the morning after all these months?
Are you retarded?
Seriously..
No.
I dont want to hang out with you.
And i dont want things to maybe go back to the way they were.
That was by far the worst time of my life.
YOU WERE THE WORST TIME OF MY LIFE.
I thought we had established that we wouldnt talk to each other ever again.
What happened to that?
I liked it.
I mean.
It was the best thing that really ever happened to me at that point.
So.
Lets just go back to that.
Ok.
Good.
Well.
Now that i got that out.
I hate exams.
And i hate the people that invented them too.
=)
This weekend should be good.
Im hanging out with Derek.
Even tho i havent told him yet. =)
Hopefully he has nothing planed.
Haha.
But im going to go.
Im so tired.
I've been tired for the last couple weeks.
..
<3
Everything that could have went wrong.
DID.
I hate school.
So much.
You have no idea.
I mean.
Seriously..
Anyways..
So i talked to Sarah on the phone last night.
And i heard some things.
Things i should have heard about the minute they happened.
And i should have heard it from you.
But.
I didnt.
I told you in the first place you were such a LUSH.
And this is why.
I mean..
I dont even understand how you can live with yourself.
After what you said to her.
And then to me.
I really dont.
If you only knew that i know.
I bet you would feel SO stupid.
And you should.
But yet so do i.
Because the whole time this was happening.
The signs were right in front of me.
But i chose to over look them.
And so maybe this is my fault?
Could be.
But all i know.
Is that things just cant be fixed.
And whos to say i even want them to be?
I've wasted enough of my energy on you as it is.
So i wont waste any more.
Goodbye.
But as for you..
Where do you get off thinking you can just call me up out of no where at 1 in the morning after all these months?
Are you retarded?
Seriously..
No.
I dont want to hang out with you.
And i dont want things to maybe go back to the way they were.
That was by far the worst time of my life.
YOU WERE THE WORST TIME OF MY LIFE.
I thought we had established that we wouldnt talk to each other ever again.
What happened to that?
I liked it.
I mean.
It was the best thing that really ever happened to me at that point.
So.
Lets just go back to that.
Ok.
Good.
Well.
Now that i got that out.
I hate exams.
And i hate the people that invented them too.
=)
This weekend should be good.
Im hanging out with Derek.
Even tho i havent told him yet. =)
Hopefully he has nothing planed.
Haha.
But im going to go.
Im so tired.
I've been tired for the last couple weeks.
..
<3