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The week started off pretty exciting. I got accepted back to MPDC. There are only four swim practices and two meets, I don't know why this is exciting, but I guess it makes me happy to know that I actually stuck with something for a season. I was supposed to be getting a bootlegged copy of Brokeback Mountain, but it didn't work, so I am going to the movies Saturday for that (hopefully I can get in! Whee!). And I got my PSAT scores back today, I'm in the 97 percentile overall, but I don't think I'm BU material. I don't know, I am tired of thinking about college and school and everything I need to apply for college. Suddenly I get to Junior year and I'm done working, I know that's terrible, but I can't help it.
Guhh.
Taylor's girlfriend tracked me down and asked if I missed him. Of course I do. It isn't every day that you bond really close to someone, even though you've spent most of your lives far apart and in different families. I guess I am too defensive of him, too naieve, but I really don't care because you accept the good and the bad in people, especially family. I don't know why I'm talking about all this, I guess because its sort of been lingering in my mind for a few weeks now. I know a lot of people aren't close with cousins or siblings or whatever, but I like to think that I am close with Taylor, and Nick, and other members of my family. I'm wearing his sweatshirt, he let me keep all the clothes I stole. Haha. This paragraph is so disjointed and doesn't make much sense, but I had to get this out somehow and I am too frusturated with art right this minute to express that way.
Speaking of art, Doherty asked me if I was applying for AP. Uh art is ticking me off this year, between Borge freezing me out of all state even though I was top of the list and met the requirements and then my problems with Advanced Drawing. I was supposed to take it so that I could do Senior Indy Study. It isn't a requirement, but it's "STRONGLY RECCOMMENDED" and most people don't get in without it. Doherty knows I have been in art classes since I was able to walk. She knows I work hard like the AP kids this year. So she said I should apply for Indy, because she "might let" me in. I am going to apply either way, because I love the idea of it, it's one of those level 4 classes that really takes devotion (for all the skeptics who say that you "can't grade art" or that art is an "easy A", it's actually a hard class sometimes). I could not do it this year with the committments I have, but next year is a whole different story.
[mood|
drained]
[music| Keane - "Somewhere Only We Know" ]
Guhh.
Taylor's girlfriend tracked me down and asked if I missed him. Of course I do. It isn't every day that you bond really close to someone, even though you've spent most of your lives far apart and in different families. I guess I am too defensive of him, too naieve, but I really don't care because you accept the good and the bad in people, especially family. I don't know why I'm talking about all this, I guess because its sort of been lingering in my mind for a few weeks now. I know a lot of people aren't close with cousins or siblings or whatever, but I like to think that I am close with Taylor, and Nick, and other members of my family. I'm wearing his sweatshirt, he let me keep all the clothes I stole. Haha. This paragraph is so disjointed and doesn't make much sense, but I had to get this out somehow and I am too frusturated with art right this minute to express that way.
Speaking of art, Doherty asked me if I was applying for AP. Uh art is ticking me off this year, between Borge freezing me out of all state even though I was top of the list and met the requirements and then my problems with Advanced Drawing. I was supposed to take it so that I could do Senior Indy Study. It isn't a requirement, but it's "STRONGLY RECCOMMENDED" and most people don't get in without it. Doherty knows I have been in art classes since I was able to walk. She knows I work hard like the AP kids this year. So she said I should apply for Indy, because she "might let" me in. I am going to apply either way, because I love the idea of it, it's one of those level 4 classes that really takes devotion (for all the skeptics who say that you "can't grade art" or that art is an "easy A", it's actually a hard class sometimes). I could not do it this year with the committments I have, but next year is a whole different story.
[mood|
drained]
[music| Keane - "Somewhere Only We Know" ]