Jul 25, 2004 02:12
you know
i've always been a firm believer in the saying that nobody should try to change anybody else. and its been coming up alot in the past few days...
but i've realized that while i am supposedly such a firm believer in this testament... i'm really not.
because ... while i hate seeing other people try to change other people... i do it.
every time i complain that a friend isnt how they used to be... how they arent funny or fun anymore... im wishing i could change someone.
every time i slam the door and scream into my pillow cause i cant BELIEVE my mom said i couldnt go out... im wishing i could change someone.
every time i wanna pull the hair out of my head when im on the phone with rg and he just DOESNT UNDERSTAND what im trying to say... im wishing i could change someone.
every time i have a heated classroom debate and some liberal pisses me off and i stand up and shut them down... im wishing i could change someone.
every time i lean my head back and close my eyes because i wish she would BELIEVE in herself...im wishing i could change someone.
every time i wish i could keep friends after i've supposedly broken their hearts...im wishing i could change someone.
and every time i've ever cried ... im wishing i could change someone.
words are very tricky things. or maybe... i just over analyze.