hm.
man. man man. man man man.
i feel like i need someone else in my life. i need someone new to do something...but i dont know what. maybe just to be nice. and to call me sometimes. maybe to come hang out every now and then. maybe maybe maybe.
anddd i miss candice. anddd i miss sara. but sara gets back in a week from yesterday. candice gets back... wait, haha. she doesn't.
you know i've never really understood what all the hype is over krispy kreme donuts... they aren't all that great. they taste just like.. wow! just like every other donut ever made. hm, fancy that. they're kinda gooey, actually...and i dont think i care for that much.
so last night i wrote someone a looong letter. this was after three pages of writing down random things. i just started writing and i didnt stop until three pages, front and back, were completely filled...it was really weird, like i couldnt help what i was writing... i just wrote it all down as i thought it. and as for the letter, i'll probably never give it to the adresseee, and it'll probably go into some pile in my room and i'll find it in a few months and say, wow wow wow. thats neat.
also, i'm feeling odd. i'm completely void of organized thought. haha if i tried to write down what i'm feeling, it seems like there's no way i could collect it. all i know is how i feel and i cant explain that to anyone. then again, i've noone to explain it to..except my cheesy livejournal that i love oh so much.
cheesy. what an awful, awful word.
and just so you know, i'm not enjoying much this lack of conversation.
i feel like i need someone else in my life. i need someone new to do something...but i dont know what. maybe just to be nice. and to call me sometimes. maybe to come hang out every now and then. maybe maybe maybe.
anddd i miss candice. anddd i miss sara. but sara gets back in a week from yesterday. candice gets back... wait, haha. she doesn't.
you know i've never really understood what all the hype is over krispy kreme donuts... they aren't all that great. they taste just like.. wow! just like every other donut ever made. hm, fancy that. they're kinda gooey, actually...and i dont think i care for that much.
so last night i wrote someone a looong letter. this was after three pages of writing down random things. i just started writing and i didnt stop until three pages, front and back, were completely filled...it was really weird, like i couldnt help what i was writing... i just wrote it all down as i thought it. and as for the letter, i'll probably never give it to the adresseee, and it'll probably go into some pile in my room and i'll find it in a few months and say, wow wow wow. thats neat.
also, i'm feeling odd. i'm completely void of organized thought. haha if i tried to write down what i'm feeling, it seems like there's no way i could collect it. all i know is how i feel and i cant explain that to anyone. then again, i've noone to explain it to..except my cheesy livejournal that i love oh so much.
cheesy. what an awful, awful word.
and just so you know, i'm not enjoying much this lack of conversation.