what i wish for is what they wish for.
i dont know if i really want to do this or not. the whole ONLINE world idea.... i was on myspace earlier and everytime i sign on i feel stupid. i dont mean stupid as in, "i hope no one knows im doing this" stupid (well, a little of that too) but more as in, "wow, i am losing smart points as we speak" stupid. i am 20, and i take pictures of myself, and look at other people who take pictures of themselves, and there isnt a point to any of it. stating that fact makes me feel even more gay. there is an upside... i get to talk to people i dont get to see alot, and there is some good art, photography, fashion, and music on the site from time to time. but really... those people you talk to , if you cant call them on the phone... then whats the point? why do you really want to hear from someone you wouldnt regularly talk to in person? time to grow up.
i want to grow up right now. it's official. i dont even want to go to school anymore. i want a full time job, i want to make lots of money, i want to get married, and i dont want to waste my time with alot of people that i have been wastin my time with. basically most of our generation is a wasted pile. no one over the age of 19 anymore has a decent job. people who make $9.00 an hour think their career is set for life.......? where are we going? nowhere? i dont want to be a part of that.
what i do like being a part of is the art community. it makes me soooo happy. its my passion.
i need a new hair due.. and a color.
i am IN LOVE with summer.... and jake
i have to go to bed.
i want to grow up right now. it's official. i dont even want to go to school anymore. i want a full time job, i want to make lots of money, i want to get married, and i dont want to waste my time with alot of people that i have been wastin my time with. basically most of our generation is a wasted pile. no one over the age of 19 anymore has a decent job. people who make $9.00 an hour think their career is set for life.......? where are we going? nowhere? i dont want to be a part of that.
what i do like being a part of is the art community. it makes me soooo happy. its my passion.
i need a new hair due.. and a color.
i am IN LOVE with summer.... and jake
i have to go to bed.