SPRING BREAK WOOOP!

[yourapoopeyhead]

yo yo yo yo.. what it is mothafuckas? okay uhm nothing here. I guess yah didnt go to the mall mom says she doesnt trust me anymore.. hmm? Like she even cares that I smoke its just that I lied... I justdidnt want her to get all.. i dunno But I made it worse. So dad took me and ben to sonnys.. pretty much as a bripe so we'll do stuff for him tomorrow. But whatever I went to Walmart and had fun..I had no one there to bring me down so i was just being myself I think people thought I was high. Anyways when I got home steven called woop I think we're going to hang out tomorrow.. But still no calls from Jay I think shes ignoring me Ive called her like 10times.. Maybe she lied abotu coming over:( I hope not!! its all soo lame. This world this everything. I mean people tell ben that im ugly. Im not ugly they shouldnt judge me try to bring me down, becuase if they told that to my face I would bring them down 10times worse becuase im so good at that. Yah ben insults me and I insult him like 10times as bad as what he said to me. So yah they may thinking theyre hurting my feelings but they arent. I mean yah there is this feeling in me that says "You are ugly your body is ugly your face is ugly everything about you is ugly" but them im like.. OOOh yah thats just little drift of depression that I caught from the stuck ups becuase they think that riches can buy them happiness and good looks. Its just makes them even more fake. It seems like everything in this world is fake. Like music, all these new bands are pretty much just re dueing all the classic rock hits. And all the kiddy cartoons are just trying to be like the oldones but instead theryre just brainwashing and conforming americans chilrden.But we're fucked up already so does it matter? I mean everything in this world is fucked up. From prices of gas to the bull shit we're teaching our kids.. How everyone conforms around some big corporate scam of orginality.. I mean hello its like you walk down the hallways and all you see is clones. I mean I hate to wear bluejeans becuase i feel like everyone else.. ANd I dont like that feeling. But w/e 24hours and then yah call it a day right? Im never gonna be anything but me so FUCK YOU IF YOU DONT LIKE IT!... Okay so yah back to my rambling... Right now its seems like all my 'friends' that i thought like me really dont, like i dont know its weird. I mean like the people who i thought where my best friends just arent... Its a feeling I cant explain. WEll in my mind I understand it but I doubt I can translate it for you and I doubt anyone is even reading this whole thing so does it matter?.. Whatever though. I just need a best friend. I mean some one who I can talk to and know that they wont spread shit and that they can relate.. I havent felt that connection between anyone here really.. I find myself talking and talking and them im like shit I need to shut my fuckinglips no one is lisening or cares. But ohwell.. Well Im done rambling.. have fun on spring break..

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Bet I can take a hint better than I can take a hit
Completely incompatible though I'm a pussy and you're a dick
How can you hold a grudge when you can't even hold a job?
Should have known butter but you're not corn on the cob
I choose to use a song for a weapon not a sword struck a chord
If I wanted to see stars I'll watch the "Academy Awards"
That's why I ran like a Flock Of Seagulls why make-up like Mary Kay?
You must've given up on hair plugs �cause now you're going toupee
ALL IN ALL YOUR JUST ANOTHER DICK WITH NO BALLS!