Oh sometimes it hurts

[youraplunkin]

Right now I am listening to the Kinks "Sweet Lady Genevieve". Thanks Mike. This song makes me extremly sad. I used to date a girl named Genevieve. The older I get the more I miss her. I mean she was a wonderful girl. I broke her heart. In the end it broke my heart. She found a guy and I think got married. She was smart and funny and a good kisser. Most of all she actualy cared in the most non fake way. I was really happy. But I just did'nt care. I was young and cared more about having fun and such. I am still young but when you miss an opportunity you can't help but dwell on it. Sometimes I read her livejournal and leave words of encouragement but under a anonymous name. Is that creepy? Probably.

Well as the song says,

"Oh if you come back to me Sweet Lady Genevieve,
I'm not the impetuous fool you used to know
I know that I used you and I hurt you so,
But that was so long ago Sweet Lady Genevieve.

Oh, love me,
Take me in your arms.
Let me rock you, hold you,
Smile away all your sadness, put your trust in me.

Once under a starry sky I led you on and told you lies
Drank too much whiskey on that hot summer night.
I acted so slyly because you were acting so shy,
Oh forgive me Genevieve.

If you come back to me Sweet Lady Genevieve,
You're not the child who smiled so innocently
And I'm not the rogue that I used to be,
So will you come back to me Sweet Lady Genevieve.

Oh Genevieve, Oh Genevieve."

And thats exactly how I feel tonight.