Jul 21, 2005 19:43
I have figured out well always known that I am of the too much technology generation. Though I love romnaticising about being able to spell well and not having the internet or T.V. I think I would be lost. Where for art the oh Myspace.com?? But you know what I am kinda proud of it in that almost nerdy sense. I mean I am almost proud of it. But at the same time I hate it. It's like watching your favorite sports team and your most hated team beats them by doing some amazing play. Your one half amazed the other half disgusted. I mean I feel more comfortable talking to people online then in real life. I guess I still don't understand people in general. It's human to be judgemental but it's human to hate to be judged. I guess one good thing about living in the south and growing up poor is that I really could give two shits if someone fits into my social or economic class in life. If they listen to country or support Bush. If they are'nt an asshole who cares really? I guess I always change subjects and I am about the only who even understands my posts It's just life right now reminds me of a Fiona Apple lyric,
"Everyone else's goal's to get big headed.
Why should I follow that beat? Being that I'm
Better than fine?".
You know what I am feeling great so why should I try any harder to feel better?
Jon Burger