"I gotta make it thru these are rock hard times"

[youraplunkin]

Hmm how come the girls you want you never get..but the girls you don't want just will worship the ground you walk on? This is very strange. Like this one girl I am seeing yea she is awesome but I know she does'nt really like me. She just keeps me around only when she needs someone. It just gets annoying like I don't know I just feel alittle fucked today. Like I want some bit of companionship from someone who I am all into. For some reason it feels like this is just the start of a long road. A road that is just full of half heartache and faces that you vaugly remember. Makes no sense but sometimes everyone just feels extremly alone. Maybe I should just up and move I mean I can pretty much get a job anywhere you know. I really do like my roommate. She is really cool but sometimes she sounds soooo sarcastic and she is'nt so it gets a bit confusing. We seriously live in filth though we have like the kegger bachelour pad I told her last night she should be laying on a old pizza just not caring. But it's cool. I turn 21 on the 14th everyone buy your old friend Jon a gift of some sort. I would really enjoy that. I stayed up late last night. But not really late I was talking to this stripper I talk to but it was her roommate and she seemed very funny. Well those are my random incoherant thaughts for theday.

Jon Burger