karma man....bad karma

[youraplunkin]

So I guess I kinda knew this would happen. I mean it is only natural. You screw with love it will screw you ya know. I mean not that love has totaly screwed me over. It is just that well I love someone as generic as it sounds. And well I just get the feeling she does'nt love me back. Oh she says "I love you". But you know how you can just tell. I mean you just know if someone means it. And the only thing that nags me is she is letting one dumbass thing like drinking get involved. So what I drink. But to her I am trash because I might have one beer. .One I don't like to be disrespected and well she basicaly calls me trash all the time. But on second thaught atleast she is honest about it. I mean she could just lie and then in like 12 months it all come out in one huge explosion. Two it is like she thinks just cause I happend to have sex with someone I was'nt in love with I am evil. So I don't know it just makes me mad. Cause we get in these fights. And sometimes I wonder if I am just around because she can't find anyone else. Like as soon as some Straight Edge asshole comes along I am off to the curb. Cause I can almost bet you she does'nt talk about me to her friends because I drink and she could'nt possible look bad in the straight edge community. I don't know I am probably all wrong but I just need to vent. Fucking love man. Fucking love.

Peace Out,
Jon Burger